Writing Again..

It really has been a while since I've written anything, let alone  posted it but I've really felt that I need to get back to it. There's something that will be achieved by this. I'm not sure what it is yet but I know that I know that I know that God is busy working something in me through this process like He did with the previous blog.

I started the last one with the aim to vent and heal. This time, I'm just posting about things that are important to me.

You know when I think back to what things were like 2+ years ago, I'm amazed at how God has changed me and worked on me through that pain. He is so amazing! He turned it. He really did turn it. My crying days are behind me, my dancing days are right now. My sorrow was turned to joy, my mourning to dancing. Even though things looked bad, I've come to realize that God always knows what He's doing. Nothing about what was happening was a surprise to Him. He had it under control. Sometimes we drift through life complaining and feeling so much pity for ourselves because of what we don't have or haven’t yet done that we don't see the wood for the trees. Everything happens for a purpose, whether it's good or bad.

I've actually grown to a place spiritually, mentally and emotionally that I'm so utterly dependent on God. It wasn't an easy journey to get to this point but it was worth it. His presence is becoming as real to me as the air I breathe and sometimes I wonder how people go through life without ever depending on God. The one who created them. People nowadays live life so disconnected from their Source and think it's OK but when things go wrong they don't get why. If everyone took the time to discover who God is, re-position Him in their lives from being the last resort to the first and what His perfect will for their lives is, we'd really far less depressed, lost and unhappy people.

It's been such as amazing 2014 so far that I wouldn't know what to tell you or where to start. I just believe this is just the beginning.

Biggest thing I've learnt this year is not to limit my Father or doubt Him or myself for that matter. Me doubting myself or limiting myself is me not trusting what He's given me; the gifts and talents I have been given to succeed. He's always there and He'll catch me when I fall. All I have to do is trust Him fully, wholly and unquestionably.

God is not done with me yet!

THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!